Smithers Rehab 2000

     If its not hard enough with the concelors who because they have hospital workers union 1199 behind them feeling like they can get away with any bullshit they can come up with that day. Because of the hospital pay they feel they're on top of the pecking order and they 're alledgedly sober so you as trash have to be totally subserviant and kiss there ass. The flip side is that they kiss any clients ass with private insurance, or who may have a bit of a name from either showbiz or they come from money. Unfortunately, its the poor ass client who gets fucked no matter what. All too often they need services that short of begging on there knees won't get taken care of. Sadly its burn out and indifference from the councelors that are supposed to help you that hinder your success in recovery the most.So many clients were doing drugs and selling eachothers medication that it ddid become a slight distraction. I had a good councelor and I thank god for it.
     I didnt do drugs or get caught up in punk bullshit. I decided that if I'm gonna do this I'm gonna try to do my best. I was honest and it paid off. I didn't need too much cause I was always capible to work. My only deverssion was that I had sex with a pretty young blonde.
     This fine young thing, all of 25 but the girl was anything but nieve. We hit it off and it just happened. I guess the fact that I was non judgemental had alot to do with it. That and I treat women with respect. If you are about making the women feel good, and you put it across sincerely, you will get yours. Since I really try to saticfy a women I get the oppurtunity to prove myself.
     The hardest thing to admit is that I boned thbe councelor.Thats right I fucked her. As much as I liked her, she hadn't had sex for along whiade for a very uncomfortable situation. She was too tense and it was unpleasant. She was  a good person. So I put that aside and for a while we were friends. I made it thru the 28 days and went on to the stage of treatment.Residentual Treatment.