New York City Rico

To say that things have come to a head is an understatement! Each and ever day is a struggle. I'd be the first new to tell you that if you represent it as difficult, then so it shall be. But its not a matter of positive thinking now. Actually that would be wishful thinking in my present state. I'm a realist most of the time. I also believe that you have to have dreams. And each time you achieve one you set yourself another.
Well today my dream is to be an Actor again. To write and get both produced and published. My goal is to get somewhat balanced again. I dont dick around. Alot has happened to get me to this place in my life. Like walking 5 miles into the woods. You need to walk 5 miles to get your ass out.
Right now I'm gonna make it as simple as I can. I'm gonna get a snack and get a good nights sleep. Tomorrow, if alls well I'll be completing the paperwork, begining the goalsheets, and if possible putting together some semblance of a schedule.
At least I'm smart enough to do what I can. Need be, do what has to be done. The daed weight, those people and things that aren't any fucking good for me I've cut loose. That even means dropping the broads. A good blow job can wind up being quite costly when the bitch don't wanna let go of the pipe. Or she needs to make money before she see's ya. Whatever the excuse. When it's time to kick em to the curb, kick hard. Kindness will be misconscrewed for weakness everytime with these folks so make it happen with clarity and a quickness. See ya, Hate to be ya!!!